As a child, there are so many promises that you make and not so many that you can keep. I had vowed never to let life harden me, but sadly I have given in to a bit of the power. I have been through so much, and been kept far away from my dreams for too long. It's almost expected that I wouldn't start to transform. But there is always something inside that does not let me give up. Sometimes I contemplate surrendering to the darkness and abandoning my hope. Sometimes I run far away from reason and faith. But something inside never lets me get away with losing hope. Hope may seem small at times, but it is always there.

I always have thought that I have seen the lowest point in my life, only to go down deeper. I always think that tomorrow is the day everything will change. But the tomorrow I hold on for is more distant than the true tomorrow. The tomorrow that keeps me going is in my future, but I don't know exactly when this tomorrow is. The only answer that this tomorrow will one day be real. I know that this dream of tomorrow will come true. Until then, all I can do is live with today.